Christians and Morality
It’s 2AM and I’m just getting back in from Juste Lounge; had a great time; I linked up with an ol friend from HU, we used to be good peoples but she had to move to LA; nevertheless, tonight we had a good time. “Slow Motion 4 me” that’s the track we vibed the most to.
But anyways, I’d just finished listening to my voice messages….Gal was crying…why?
Last Tuesday she inform me she just want to be friends(without sex) ……so on Thursday I asked her again and she gave the same reply…plus that I should go find another woman. Confused at this point I just said, “OK”, I’ll respect your wishes and I wish you well. Then we said our good-byes.
If a woman tells me she no longer wants to be bothered, and then I won’t…I’ll just move on. Life too short to be spending it fussin’ and fightin’.
Now, I get this emotional phone call on my machine talking about how she miss being with me and making love to me and all that. Then she explains because of her religious beliefs she can no longer continue to make love to me.
Hmmmm….is this a guilt trip? If her beliefs are so important, then why she started and continue to have sex with me for 5 straight weeks? Why Christians think of morality after the fact than before? Is this morality a matter of convenience or manipulation? She claims to have these issues….
If she so moral, then she wouldn’t have jumped on me and rode me like I was Sea Biscuit at Hollywood Park 5 weeks ago. I do admit that we have great sex together. She on top of me, I on top of her, side by side, few times with me sitting on the chair and her straddle herself and sitting on me. We both gave oral sex…we both enjoyed that…..went to movies together, checked out several places together whenever we had time. We are very comfortable with each other. Well, at least she did express that to me.
Hmmm….she did say we acted like a married couple who really enjoyed each other…..maybe that’s it!
We’re not married…..
It’s only been 5 weeks….and I’m only beginning to know this woman….too soon to jump into something serious like marriage….sorry.