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Cries of Regrets

Cries of Regrets
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Pain affects my heart to the point where pain no longer has an affect where drugs no longer numb the senses, but only open a larger, gaping hole, where thoughts of inadequacy mirrors a feeling of regret, of losing you.  Emptiness I have given you, a vacancy longing to be filled and you opened yourself to me time and time again, and continuously it was your heart I killed.  I was wrong for that, a senseless act of murder that has went unpunished one too many times where courts cannot judge, where a jury cannot indict because it’s with you that I’ve committed the crimes.  The words, “I Love You,” have only become hollow to your ears because of what followed underneath its beauty.

The ugliest things that I represented because of my own self-pity and thoughts of happiness were fleeting – the only thing constant was the enveloping of your arms around mine.  That was my breath of fresh air – my comfort, my solace, in which I took for granted.  For fear of losing you, I committed a suicide and lost you on my own merit where you were eager to be there with and for me through the thick and the thin.  I have been full of lies, which have emptied your trust for me and where actions are the only comfort in which separates me from my former self, whether that be the good from the bad, or the bad from the good, what needs to remain is the happiness felt from past times, enjoyed with simplicity.  Am I holding onto the same thing that you said you were with me?

A need for change is desired, and only I can do that for myself because you have done all that you can, and I thank you and sincerely apologize for the harm that I have done to you. Memories never fade as long as the love stays strong and the sounds of my cries of regret echo loudly, because I have done that so wrong.  I love you more than you’ll ever know but maybe it’s time that it should be shown again so it can be better understood.  A connection once forged through respect and admiration has been tarnished, and I was unjust in not being really ready to change.  Fronting with too many masks on my face, thinking that to be one way would be able to hide the pain instead of embracing what happens and learn from it and grow – eager to move on, I have lost your faith in me and my eyes are stained from the feelings of regret by having done you wrong.

I love you…

More than you’ll ever know…

But in order for me to be able to express that point, then I will have to grow…

I love you and I’m sorry.

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  • Shelakh Andre
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    Love this one. Its simple but ur words n diction are very powerful.

    • Mr. Prodg
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      Thank you

  • krakrakra
    on

    Danm!

  • lynn
    on

    I love it, wow

  • LS
    on

    Now this is the Mr Prodg I grew to admire! Great piece, possibly the best I’ve read on this new blog of yours!

    • Mr. Prodg
      on

      Thanks.

  • HaitianQueen
    on

    Wow amazing. “I have lost your faith in me and my eyes are stained from the feelings of regret by having done you wrong” favorite line.

  • Patricia
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    Wow! Very impressive Prez:~)

  • HaitianQueen
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    Never have regrets, you go thru life with lessons learned and yes hearts may be broken along the way

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  • LeoganePrincess
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    Deep!!!

  • F. pierre
    on

    beautiful peice i love it…hope u learn your lesson..lol.. i can relate though.

  • SM
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    Love!!!!

  • Me
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    Amazing…

  • Cheyna
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    I keep telling you Blake the real you is amazing.

  • soumoun
    on

    Wow! this piece was very well written. It is full of sincere words. it’s true what they say, men are truly simple. they speak their minds and let you know what they feel. it’s up to you who is a woman to listen. this is a great goodbye letter. you broke it down, telling her that you know that you have given her nothing but emptiness and pain. you have broken her heart and she continue to take you back in time after time after time. you are honest with yourself because you know all you do is hurt her but that has not change over the years.

    my favorite line was this “A need for change is desired, and only I can do that for myself because you have done all that you can, and I thank you and sincerely apologize for the harm that I have done to you.” This sentence is the main point of the letter. she had always had the desire for you to change. you have made it perfectly clear that only you can change for yourself for she has done so much to see that change but you have not reached that point yet. you are not yet ready to change.

    The following sentences are a repetition of the above quote.
    “I love you… More than you’ll ever know… But in order for me to be able to express that point, then I will have to grow…”
    you are placing an emphasis on the fact that you are not as mature as the character would like you to be but it also doesn’t show a will for a change.

    Again, this piece is awesome and i plan on using it with my students in english class with your consent, of course.

    • Mr. Prodg
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      Glad you enjoy the piece. Thank you for coming through and please share it with others.

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