It’s been a tough week where I can’t seem to connect the dots. I am faced with a lot of questions yet the answers are scarce. I’m not sure if you can understand this feeling of being mentally unavailable. It’s as if time has stopped and you’re just here…standing still.
So you begin to think and wonder…your mind take you places and you’re going over every decision you’ve made and questioning the people you’ve met and dealt with. It’s surreal. Does every flower that blooms have to fade away? Does it have to be that dark and scary at the end of the day? Does every journey that starts out have to have an end? Does every enemy have to be an ex-companion, an ex-friend? Does every person who trusts have to betray? Do bad things have to happen even after we`ve prayed? Do you have to lose in anything-can’t you win each time?
How come others get the credit when the idea and work was all mine? Does everything that has a beginning have to end someday? Does someone always have to lose although both sides fought in the fray? Do all the lovers who come together have to go apart? Does everyone who loves fear a breaking of the heart…?