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Some Thoughts…

Some Thoughts…
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Mr. Prodg is ready to take his throne, in a sentence, describes my life at the current moment. I feel like a butterfly emerging its cocoon, like a young African male who has just completed his rites of passage. It’s only been an hour since I became a year older, a year wiser, and only two steps away from being the person my destiny whispers to me in my dreams and tells me that I am to become. So much about my life has changed, and yet, in same twisted way, remained the same.

It is a self proclaimed statement that I tend to repeat as a mantra, that I am smart in everything except love. If there was one thing that I would travel to the ends of the earth to study, that would be it. As a child, I grew up feeling void of that emotion, so I instilled this deep wanting and longing for it. Then when I was in my late teen years I found what I thought was love and then it was taken away from me. Funny thing is, now I have learned that for every love lost, there is more out there to find…so a year older, a year wiser, I still think about that twisted day, that twisted fate, that which wasn’t meant to be…but ultimately they say, A chance missed is greater the second time around…or 3rd for that matter…

To be continued…

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  • Maguie
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    Hmmm, I wonder what the rest will be? Twisted of everything Blake. :)

  • Mr. Prodg
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    yes, everything is twisted…just make sure you dont get twisted in what i am saying for you 2 will become twisted

  • josie
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    Twisted is and twisted will remain. I see a patern, I think you need to reevaluate yourself. Maybe it’s you, IMJUSTSAYING!

  • Eksqwizit
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    ” I am smart in everything except love. If there was one thing that I would travel to the ends of the earth to study, that would be it. As a child, I grew up feeling void of that emotion, so I instilled this deep wanting and longing for it. Then when I was in my late teen years I found what I thought was love and then it was taken away from me. Funny thing is, now I have learned that for every love lost, there is more out there to find…so a year older, a year wiser, I still think about that twisted day, that twisted fate, that which wasn’t meant to be…but ultimately they say, A chance missed is greater the second time around…or 3rd for that matter”

    -1-you acknowledge not being smart in “love” is it in or about?
    2- How can you study it, from whom? whose description would be vailid or acceptable? which would you accept as truth?
    3- How can you long for what you don’t know? How can you know that you are lacking in something that you can’t recognize? If you came face to face with it and all?

    4- how did you THINK it was love the first time around? what criteria did you use? You must have had some establish to believe that you have found it? hmmm

    5- This part says a whole lot…funny thing is for each one lost there is more out there? HOW WOULD YOU KNOW IT WAS LOVE when you would give anyting to study it? How would you know those lost were indeed love? are you referring to sex or to how they made you feel or to what you felt for these people? Also it says to me “no love lost, on to the next, more women for me to conquer and find to love me. That belief of yours would probably cause you to not invest in anyone at all because it underlies a notion of no true love but multiple loves at any time, point and place if indeed these were “love”

    6- A chance missed at what? at love? is this a play on someone’s heartstrings right after making a satement as “one lost but there is more out there”? HOW CAN THIS BE? It is like in one statement you are saying, NEXT and in the next statement, you are saying…give me a 3rd chance at getting this “love” which you have yet to define, or truly admit to knowing or are addicted/attracted to//

    It reads like an excuse, like saying I have never found love. I will spend my life in the arms of whomever provides it and if it does not work out, on to the next for there is more love out there for me….

    Someone said to me rcently that a blog is whatever one wants it to be and today Jamie Desdes added that a quote that I love “blogging is a conversation. People go to blogs to read AND write, not jut consume” by Michael Arrington

    Converse with me..thanks for the reply

  • Eksqwizit
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    quite interesting as well when you said “I GREW UP FEELING VOID OF THAT EMOTION”. It is you who never felt it and now seek to feel it. When you thought you were experiencing love, you lost it and now spend your life seeking the feeling as you instilled this deep wanting and longing for it….

    totally different from my first interpretation lol where at first I thought that you never “experienced” it from another lol, my bad! if it is this you meant, then it is sad. You are in love with the idea of love, whatever that may be…which you have not even fully defined it seems ouch! how do we find what we don’t know what it is we are seeking!!!!! ouch!

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