Zoe General: Real Love and Connection
Today i have the pleasure of bringing you guys a new contributor to my blog; My hommie Zoe General. This piece is about love and connection. It was written on 9/17/2010. You can follow him on twitter @zoegeneral
It’s 3:30 in the morning and I’m laying down thinking how bless I am. They say it’s good to relax and just think. I’m thinking about how me and this chick used to be all over each other. I’m not even talking about sex. Our connection was so strong that she even knew when I feeling down just by the sound of my voice (vise versa). She showed me so much love that other women’s affection couldn’t compare to hers.
It all started when she called me one night. We started talking like we knew each other for years, there were no awkward silent; none of that. She had me laughing all night. Not many chicks can make me laugh, so that was a big plus. But our “relationship” took a turn right after she asked me what I wanted for my b-day…..
Eventually, when a man and a woman are attracted to each other and have that real vibe between them, they’ll end up talking about sex. So to answer her question, I answered; pussy! She immediately asked me to repeat myself. I said pussy! She told me the sound of my voice gave her chills and she loves the way I said pussy.
Our conversation took a sexual turn. We started talking about pleasing and making each other feel like we’ve never felt before. She started moaning. Her moan can’t be describe. She had my shaft ready to do some deep and long hours of work. I told her to stop but I guess she couldn’t herself; neither could I, so we started having phone sex.
I told her I don’t want to just f*ck her, I want to take my time to caress and feel every part of her body; in and out. She started moaning my name, that right there had me taking off my shorts. Then I started to tell her what I wanted to do to her.
I’d make her lay down and close her eyes so she could just enjoy all the things I’m about to do to her because I just wanted to please her so bad. After I told her to lay down, I started kissing her softly while my hands run up & down her body gently, her skin was so soft and perfect that I didn’t want to hurt her. Then I started taking her clothes off while I’m kissing her all over her beautiful body. I told her to spread her legs and I start kissing and lickin’ around her pussy, I teased her so much she started getting mad; (which is what I wanted) so I kept kissing and rubbing her beautiful & firm breasts. She told me I had her pussy dripping without even touching it. So I started eating her out, suckin on her clit, fucking her with my tongue while I’m holding her hands so she wouldn’t move, then I slid my middle finger in her phat, wet, and juicy pssy. I started fingering till she was about to cum, I took my finger out and tasted all her juice off my finger; so did she! Then she told me she wants to return the favor. She started licking her way from the bottom to the tip of my dick, she had my eyes rolling to the back of head. She had my dick so hard that it wouldn’t hurt if she bit it. Then I picked her up; laid her down and slid my dick in real slow and deep in her pussy and took it out so I could see all her juices on my dick. We made love for a good thirty minutes before we really started fucking each other’s brains out. We stayed up on the phone till eight in the morning; having phone sex and meaningful conversations.
Of course after of all that passion, she wanted to be my girlfriend BUT we couldn’t act on it because I already had a girl. So we kept things on a “friendly” level. But I can tell I was hurting her because she would tell me how she wanted to be my one & only. I realized how serious she was till she told me those three breath-taking words “I love you”….. I’m not even gonna lie, she made me happy but I couldn’t do nothing about our feelings because of my situation.
You’re probably asking yourself why did I even take that route knowing I had a girl. Well, to be honest, I didn’t even think for one second that one phone call would turn to be a love affair. But I have to take it for what it is. Now I have two hearts in my hands and I didn’t want to break neither so I fell back; hopefully her feelings for me would go away, but was I wrong. I could tell you about her feelings but I’ll keep that between me and her. You can imagine……..
I love getting her attention, I just love getting her all. Every time we’re together or on the phone she gets my all, even though she hated when I txt in her ears (lol). But lately, she’s been distant and to keep it real, I don’t like that shit one bit! I’m guessing she got tired of waiting on me and started giving someone else her attention. I really wished things were different because if they were, I would tell her “I love you too”. But I guess it’s true what they say: “you can’t have your cake and eat it too”